Tengoku

I was this excited over anything?

I wrote lyrics?

I actually had music in my head?

Shit, man. Shit. I--Bouncing all over the place, playing one of my happy, inspirational songs and writing lyrics. AAH. This sounds really lame and fail to a lot of people, I'm sure, but...

Oh god, music. Music, I have missed you so, so, sosososo much. OUR LOVE AFFAIR BEGINS ANEW, MY BEAUTIFUL.

...Yes. Yes, Tenny face is being gleed right on off. Can the house be empty so I can sing at the top of my lungs, now? I know it'd be improper singing, but FFFFFFFFUCK THAT for right now. Whenever I can teach myself/learn to project properly, I'll sing properly. But I like Broadway style. So. Bah. -shreeeeeeeeeeegigglefitGLEE-

So yeah. Everyone: two adjectives, a verb, and a noun. GO! 8D I've been in a rut since last night, and I just need something to work up from. Dunno if the result'll be prose or doodles, but. HIT MEH. D<

Quiz nabbed from Xenomaren. I'm bored.

Your real name: "Ten" is just fine, thanks. >_> I'm starting to realize how much I dislike my real name, if only because of how stereotypically feminine it is. ...Yes, that bothers me. Shut up. XD
Age: 22
Height: 5' 3"
Natural hair colour: Brown with red, blond, and black highlights.
Eye colour: Hazel
Skin color: I iz pasteh.
Glasses/contacts?: Both, but I'm out of contacts because I am FAIL and so is my old sink. Fffff... right down the friggin' drain.
Piercings: None, but... I keep toying with the idea.
Tattoos: In the process of figuring one out. And it will kill me when I finalize anything and go to start the process, aaaaahgawd.
Braces: Nope.
Mannerisms: >> I go from stiff formality into ditzy as all get out? Around people I have only recently met, I'm shy/nervous... and I shake and make myself sick.
Other distinctive markings: Scar on the right side of my face where the cat bit me, scars on the palm of my right hand where I hit glass, and the still pretty obvious (to me) scar from the IV stuck in my right hand when I was 8.

FAVOURITE
Colour: BLUE.
Band: I like a lot of those...
Video game: Tales of Symphonia. Hrf. <3;;
Movie: Transformers: The Movie (1986) and Transformers (2007). ShutupI'manerdgoaway
Food: I like pasta... and fruit.
Game on a cell phone: Tetris
CD: I don't listen to CDs, dude. I just grab music. XD But possibly "The Process of Belief" by Bad Religion or "Once" by Nightwish...
Flower: Lily
Scent: Tea, sandalwood, Egyptian Musk, and Dragon's Blood. Generally speaking, anything incense-y is so much damn love. I like "low" and "heavy" scents (tea excluded from that, since it's lighter).
Animal: ...Anything with fur, feathers, scales, or a mucous lining. ._.
Comic book: >3>... Transformers. I'm slowly amassing a collection.
Cereal: I don't know?
Website: My art sites and YouTube (for music purposes).
Cartoon: TRANSFORMERS. -Nerdnerdnerdnerd-

DO YOU
Play an instrument?: Used to; plan to pick one up again.
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?: I think I only managed that once...
Like to sing?: Hell yes. I'm no good at it, though. XD Soooooo much room for improvement in so many areas...
Have a job?: Retail Hell. 8D But at least my coworkers are pretty awesome.
Have a cell phone?: Rumor2 named Mini X 3.0 <3
Like to play sports?: I used to... Then middle school happened.
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: No.
Have a crush on someone?: I plea the fifth.
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?: I live right by the damn capital, bitches.
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?: We are down to four.
Have any special talents/skills?: Confusing myself. 8D
Exercise daily?: Should.
Like school?: When the layout for a class isn't retarded as shit.

CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?: Yup.
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?: Not like you could en pointe, but yeah. Used to walk on my toes and still do at times.
Speak any other languages?: Not fluently.
Go a day without food?: Yes, but I'll whine at some point. I like my food.
Remember your dreams: Sometimes. When I do, there are incredibly vivid parts, and I can remember them for years.
Read music, not just tabs?: What do you take me for? Of course.
Roll your tongue?: Yes.
Eat a whole pizza?: Nnnnnot... since college.

HAVE YOU EVER
Won something in the lottery?: Nope. If they didn't tax it half to death, I'd wish I could.
Snuck out of the house?: Nope. Never needed to.
Lied to get out of trouble?: To get parents off my case when it's honestly over something fairly petty, yes. But such situations are pretty much the only time.
Had a computer crash?: Had one start sparking on me, but not crash... My parents, on the other hand... XD;;
Gotten lost in your city?: I wouldn't put it past myself.
Seen a shooting star?: Once, couple years ago. I was so excited. XD;; I FAIL.
Been to any other countries?: Mexico and Japan.
Had a serious surgery?: Ah, had my adenoids and tonsils removed when I was eight. Yaaaay, breathing.
Stolen something important to someone else?: Nope.
Solved a rubiks cube?: I've gotten all but one piece on a side solved, before... -Eyes the cube across the room.-
Gone out in public in your pajamas?: Only when especially lazy or like... Pajama Day.
Cried over a girl?: -Cough-
Cried over a boy?: -Hrk!-
Kissed a random stranger?: Nope.
Hugged a random stranger?: Hell yes.
Been in a fist fight?: Once or twice. I prefer wrestling, just because... I CAN TICKLE PEOPLE. >___>!
Been arrested?: Ahahahaha, thank you, no.
Done drugs?: Counting alcohol, yes. Otherwise, no.
Had alcohol?: Yup. Not often, but yup.
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?: Usually the one causing that. 8D
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?: When I was a kid, maybe once.
Sneaked into the opposite sex's bathroom?: Ahaha, almost walked into it, before, but not on purpose.
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?: Yeeeeeeeeeah, s'what happens when you forget to check your college email account, sometimes.
Swore at your parents?: Not *at* them, but in conversation with them.
Kicked a guy where it hurts?: Been tempted to.
Been to a casino?: No.
Ran over an animal and killed it?: Thankfully no.
Broken a bone?: No.
Gotten stitches?: Right palm and in muh gums. Iplayedwiththestitchesinmymouth.
Had a water balloon fight in winter?: Yeah. ...Dude, it still gets warm in Texas during the winter. >_>
Made homemade muffins?: Nnnno... but I should.
Bitten someone?: And left really damn obvious marks. ...And one time was indirectly told there was something wrong with me for it.
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?: Nope.
Burped in someone’s face?: Not intentionally. ...Unless we're talking elementary school, and then that was lulzy at that point in my life.


WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth: Just about to.
Cried: Month or so ago.
Saw a movie in a theatre: Shit. GEORGIA. WHEN DID WE GO SEE ZOMBIELAND?
Read a book: Just the other day; finished The Ghosts of Yesterday. -...Nerd.-
Had a snow day: Whenever that blizzard hit. Couldn't get out of the driveway, much less get to work.
Had a party: An *actual* party? Like, music and shit? Years ago.
Went to a doctor: Some time before my insurance ran out.
Tripped in front of someone: ...Probably Sunday. I am a friggin' klutz.
Went to the grocery store: Last week.
Got sick: I... do not remember.
Got cursed: Like, sworn at? I don't know.
Called someone: HI, SKYPE.

DO YOU PREFER
Fruit/vegetables: Froots
Black/white: Neither? I like both equally
Lights on/lights off: I like lights when I need them. ...I like weird-coloured light more than standard, though.
TV/movie: Depends on my attention span.
Body spray/lotion: IT RUBS THE LOTION ON ITS SKIN
Cash/cheque: Cash. ...Speaking of.
Pillows/blankts: Both? D8
Headache/stomach ache: Headaches are easier to get rid of.
Paint/charcoal: Paint. <333
Chinese food/Mexican food: Chineeeese...
Summer/winter: Summer, so long as it's a dry heat and I can get out of it. Winter, so long as it isn't biting and I can get out of it.
Snow/rain: Rain~
Fog/misty: Mist~
Rock/rap: Rock~
Meat/vegetarian: Depends on my mood.
Chocolate/vanilla: Chocolaaaaate...
Sprinkles/icing: ...Neither?
Cake/pie: It... depends... entirely. I... Fffff--SWEET TOOTH THE SIZE OF CANADA. And Canada's really big.
Strawberries/blueberries: Strawberries~
Ocean/swimming pool: Pool
Cookies/muffins: Ffffffboth
Wallet/pocket: Depends
Window/door: Door; I can shut people out with them. 8D
Charles Chaplin/Chespirito: ...I'mma go with Chaplin.
Pink/purple: Purple~ 8D
Cat/dog: Kittay. Especially if they are absurdly cute and slowly taking over a vicious and violent rebellion from within and without being suspected.
Long sleeve/short sleeve: Long, or long*er* sleeves.
Pants/shorts: Pants. Ten does not wear shorts except on very, very rare occasions.
Winter break/spring break: Winter break!
Spring/autumn: I'd like spring more if it weren't for my allergies.
Clouds/clear sky: Depends... I like cloudy days because I don't get sun in my eyes, but I like the warmth...
Moon/mars: We like the moooooooon...
Questions/Answers: Questions
War/Peace: Peace~ ...With little bits of chaos thrown here and there where appropriate.

LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Do you believe in love?: Why the Hell not.
What's the most important kind of love for you?: The unconditional, unwavering, but honest (and unafraid to criticize) love you find in friends and family.
Have you ever been in love?: No.
Been close to love?: Considering that loving someone romantically and being "in love" with someone are two different things to me, I'll take this as the former. Maybe. I still can't figure that mess out. Rationalizing just drags me in circles.
If you have, with who?: I can't know for certain, so there's no reason to say.
Ever confessed your feelings to the one you loved?: See above two answers.
Really badly so that it actually hurts and you cry at night?: Dead horse. You're beating it.
Are you in a relationship?: Nope.
If so, for how long?: ... 8|
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?: No. Because that implies preordained fates and that's the last thing I believe in.
What is your idea of the best date?: Borrowing from the last quiz I took where I stole part of an answer, anything with fire. I don't do dates, though, and have never been on one, and thus have nothing to use as a base for comparison.
What was your first kiss like?: Clumsy, inexperienced, and pretty much just *there*.
How old were you when you got your first kiss?: 10.
Do you think love is worth nothing?: On the contrary; I think it's very important, but I see love as being so multi-tiered it ain't funny. Romantic love is for those who desire it. Life can be just as complete without it, but that doesn't make it worthless.
Best experience you’ve ever had with the opposite sex: Video games, man. Video games.
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?: Mnhn.
Have you ever been dumped?: Thrice.
Have you ever dumped someone?: Once; distance was killing things.

I...
Am: not held by your social construct of gender and would like you to comprehend this fact.
Want: Fooooooood... preferably something sweet.
Need: Caffeine. Too much bloooooooood D<
Love: music
Hate: one person, and one person only. But even then, she's not worth my energy. I prefer to strongly dislike people and things.
Feel: Sluggish
Did: not work today
Miss: my girls and the guys and and and and...
Am annoyed by: very little, genuinely, other than stupidity.
Would rather: resume playing the ToS sequel.
Am tired of: circuitous thought processes.
Will always: keep going

MISCELLANEOUS
What is your favourite genre of music?: Anything with a good, quick beat
What time is it now?: 10:16P
How much money do you have right now?: Enough
Are you hungry right now?: Yes ._.
What are you doing right now?: Filling this out and getting ready to go get food.
Do you like parades?: Used to march 'em... But otherwise, eh.
Do you like the moon?: 'COZ IT IS CLOOOOSE TOOOOO UUUUUUUUUUUS
What are you going to do when you're done with this?: Toddle around and hunt for food.
If you could have any magical power what would it be?: Teleport a la Nightcrawler.

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
Funny?: I have my moments.
Cool?: Absolutely not. XD I'm a huge, huge, huge nerd.
Pretty?: No. XD
Sarcastic?: Maybe a tad.
Lazy?: Unfortunately, yes. XD
Hyper?: Not as often anymore, but I definitely still have those days.
Friendly?: Yup. So long as I ain't nervous. XD
Evil?: What ever gave you that idea? (Actually, no. I couldn't be evil if I tried.)
Unforgettable?: Pft. Highly doubt that.
Smart?: Yes. I started on the path to get my masters when I was 20, and did rather well except in two classes (online format hates my learning style and my laziness). This does not, however, remove me from the potential to be a complete and utter twit. XD
Strong?: Nooooooooodle arms.
Talented?: I suppose.
Dorky?: No. I'm a nerd. ...Maybe dorky. Maybe.

WHAT COMES TO MIND WITH THE WORD
High: falsetto~
Lonely: ...Metal Man.
Pen: Stylus
lower: range
Window: memory
Psycho: creeper
Brain freeze: capillaries
Strange: devices
Sassy: ...Starscream. I'M SORRY BUT IT WAS THE FIRST THING.
Suffering: Circuit. Capcom fail.
Art: painting

WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?: For all that the idea terrifies me, I think I'd love it. XD I just would never have the balls to agree to it.
Run away?: Not from home, no.
Curse at a teacher?: Not to their face.
Not take a shower for a week?: Ew...
Ask someone out?: Tried... once or twice. Same person. Subtlety doesn't work, we later found out.
Unscrew your cellphone too see what's inside?: Maybe not the one I have now...
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?: Only if I think they honestly wouldn't understand something, it comes up, and it's unavoidable. Otherwise I just let them think what they will and not say a word about it, as far as I can help it.
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?: That'd be fun, actually, providing I could keep myself entertained that long and I wasn't on my own.
Go scuba diving?: I'd like to.
Write a book?: Still tweaking ideas and plot, little by little.
Assemble a computer?: I plan to do so, but I'll need help with it.
Become a rock star?: Ahaha, no.
Have a long-distance relationship?: I've had two, and was honestly prepared to try again. I really don't care for them, though.
Marry someone you don't know?: Uh... That doesn't sit well with me at all. XD

LAST QUESTIONS
What kind of computer do you have?: Dell Inspiron 1525.
What grade/level of studies are you in?: I have a BA and I started my MA, but... Lawl. Can't handle that right now.
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?: S'about the only good use for popcorn (unless I'm actually hungry enough to brave it; ew).



...that did not alleviate my boredom. So back to ToS: DotNW. And to food. Omnomnom.

Edit: Fuck you, smilies.

So, started clearing stuff off my gallery. Whee. Gonna keep at it until I have only stuff from... eh. Maybe '07 or '08 to recent. Or anything I find vaguely decent.

Also, whatever desire I had to purge in the past week has just manifested itself. Painfully. Mostly water and mucous, fortunately, but... Eugh. Icky nasty.

Also, popped stitches in your mouth suck. Especially when you keep wanting to play with them. D8

I think my pain killers are working to some extent, now.

Feeling sick sucks. I feel like I need to purge everything I ate in the last however many hours (and I haven't eaten today, so wheee). And of course, I have to leave for work in an hour. Maybe if it persists, Jay'll let me head out early. If I'm actually sick-sick, I don't want people catching it.

In site-related news, I'm actually going to go through and pull stuff from my gallery that's either old as sin or I just don't want up anymore. Sorry if this yanks anything from people's favourites. Dunno when, but probably some time this week.

_{Yeah, thassit. Happy Valentine's Day, dA. Love and affection for the folks in my life, and even for those who aren't. Not too different from the way I usually view people and life, but eh. Might as well make mention of it since I ain't doin' anything else for today. And it's after midnight, so it counts.}